I wish everything would just fucking STOP like I can’t handle all the shit in my head it’s so loud and dark and angry and sad and so many fucking things that I can’t make them all out. I haven’t been this depressed in a while.
I know it’s hard to believe, but things will get better. I’ve been there so so so many times. I’ve almost died twice in the last year and I wished I had, but I’m happy now. You’ll get there too, I promise.